4th august..
one more month to tt ahgong's bday..
last yr he didnt seem to had a great bday celeb..
rmb he said he just went vivo for dinner w his family..
didnt seem rly happy..
and we werent v close,and i only gt to wish him happy bday one day in adv..
his fb doesnt have his bday..
dunno if his close fren roomie and clique would know or not..
dunno if they would help him celeb..

breadtalk friend finally gave birth to her baby boy tdy..
should have been early nx mth..but so unexpectedly early by one whole mth..
guess baby cant wait to meet his mummy..
and i cant wait to go see him too..
so funny how both of us becum so close,when beginning i was scared of her..
she was the cashier head..
and when i jux went there,it was her who taught me everything..
and her face always like so black,seldom laugh..
can rmb how becux of aunt who was area mgr there..
tt's y went to work at breadtalk..
and also another cashier which join us frm another outlet..
didnt rly like her at the beginning..
but ended up,we were the closest..
kept on going tt period of time..
still have nicknames for each other bec of a misunderstanding btw our cust n us..

another work experience i'll nv forget..
and the nice ppl i met there..
quite sometime ago since i worked there..
jc,till uni,went back to work smtimes..
miss working there also..
bt since the ppl there arent the same anymore..
cant go back there..and the mgr~


night jogging for the past 2 nights..
dunno why,these few days,weeks..
those thoughts inside,the pain,are getting crazier n crazier..
as tt day is nearer..
i rly hate this feeling..
just wanted to run and run and sweat them all away..

a fren gt attached ard tt same period of time as us..
and every their mth anniv,they'll be posting sweet stuff on fb..
celebrating hw many mths tgt..
and for me,just counting how many mths of pain..
hw long has it been,and why is it still so hard to forget..
cant be forgotten..

we didnt even get to celeb one mth..
tt first time at his house..was supposed to be one mth if nth happned in btw..
so all those crazy things tt happened at his house,was it smhw counted a 'celeb'..
or more like a breakup day..tt he planned..


but still,running doesnt just solve everything..
doesnt clear our memory..
smhw,sweating it out,tiring myself out,maybe like letting it all out..
but..

esp,when tt ahgong talked about jogging..seemed to like jogging..
saying about going jogging tgt..
hw i was rly looking forward to them..
looking forward to going morn jogging ev wkend w tt ahgong,then hv breakfast tgt..
thought of hw nice it would be..
but those days nv came..


everything,so much things we talked about,wanted to do tgt..
we never got to do them..
never had the chance..
and i guess we'll never have the chance anymore..

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