haix....today was a fun day...bt..aft reading xh n vic blog....i'm super super super sad again lar..nv post very long le..gt so much to say lar...in the past few weeks..so much has changed le...din expect the times i spent with u all could be the last few outings le??huh....very saddening lar...

results were out le..as expected..mux retain lar..at first gt 9 of us mux retain de..bt aft the teachers helped us appeal..left with 3 only lar..i think this world is really unfair lar..dun understand why some ppl dun put in as much effort bt still can get better results..haix..on the day before results were out n the actual day...it was super hard lar..broke down the first time aft getting back results..really broke down...it was really hard to control myself not to cry lar since i'm someone who cries very easily de..kept telling myself to be strong but end up wasn't tt strong lar..haix..really couldn't help it ah..tears jux kept flowing out..wa..really embarrasing to cry infront of everyone lar..first time all of u see me cry huh..

before getting back results already told myself retaining is not necessary a bad thing ah..get to study everything again..then might even get better results??and since at first had 9 ppl..i thought we'll still have each other's company..bt now..left with 3?n zay might be going poly..so left with hy and me only??really really very scared lar..really duno wad would happen if we end up in different classes..guess i would die lar..really really really really cant bear to leave 0632..to leave all of u...

now i'm still thinking if i should go poly..would tt be a better choice??i really duno..deep down i really wan to stay in jc bt i'm jux very very scared nx yr we'll becum so lonely and tt's really very scary..i dun wan tt to happen..bt ironically,what's making me stay in jc is becux of u all lar..still thinking tt we'll still see each other in sch and maybe ocassionally still can hv fun like in the past..haix...this it really very saddening lar..dunno how to cope with it...i've also tot of suicide??bt i noe its a silly thing to do..cux i still have so much more things i haven do and i also have a whole bunch of great friends and my dearest family..and i wun bear to leave them...i'm glad i have my motivation to carry on with this long journey..bt the road ahead is really scary and i'm afraid i dun hv enough courage to continue with this tough journey...jux very scared i'll collapse half way ...really dunno if i still have energy anot lar...i guess all of it are slowly draining away....

lastly..i mux thank all those who were there...my dearest VICKY,xy,juliet,wh,hy,shing,wl,my daughters...xh n sq..n all others..u noe who u all are..really thank you all alot...thanks for all the comfort,all the happiness u all hv brought to my life..i'll nv nv nv forget all these wonderful memories de..thank you so much....i'll really really miss u all...


FINALLY....!!!!

promos are over!!!cant believe it...yays..shall play n play n play and enjoy!!!hahax..

ytd..aft chem pp..we went to eat at mac..then as we were walking there..saw zay,sq n jb..so...sy tried to call them..n chase aft them...bt didn't mk it even though they were like so near lar..hahax..bt then in the end..we still caught up with them..then say they din hear anything..then mich came n caught up with us..then she said she was calling us...!!bt we din hear!!hahax...then sq they all were tking so long to decide which coupon, which meal to choose lar..then we were like already finishing then they come back with their food lar...so much lor....
they used the coupon so its like one meal plus,nuggets or wad lar..and sy was 'helping' them clear their food lar..hahax..then there was one whole stack of fries left..so we played game n the loser hv to eat..then in the end..most of the food was cleared by sy....hahax..haix..

aft bio pp today..straight away slacked in the library..hahax..xy they all had to wait for wr consultation..so we stay in library to watch cartoon!!!hahax..long time nv watch cartoons le..haha..super lame lar..then the guys tot we were going to watch the maid..so they came in n find us watching cartoon..hahax..n they also sat there to watch??hahax..the cartoon quite lame lar..was toking bout a boy who had a tree on his head..then his parents brought him to the barber to cut the tree??haha...bt the tree grew out again almost immediately!hahax..and he also had potatoes growing out from his ears..dunno wad happened to him in the end..cux we decided to watch the maid instead..hahax..

the movie was a little scary lar..hahax..or maybe alot??din really see the scary parts..cux i covered my eyes..hahax..still rmb tt time watch the nun with dan..so funny!!!a guy use 2 hands to cover??hahahax..think the most scary part is when juliet they all scream lar!!!so loud..wasnt supposed to be tt scary..bt their screams are so shocking lar!!hahax..

then aft tt when to marina...cux ting n sy wanted to buy wallets frm the wallet shop..then ting was walking so fast..first to go into the shop..then the seucrity alarm went off??hahax...super funny lar...then the whole bunch of us was laughing outside lar..then the person was asking her qns..so stupid lar..its becux ting rented the vcds from the library..n the barcode set the alarm off??hahax..then..ting cant go into all those shops with those security alarm...so embarrasing lor..hahax..then walked around n went to kfc for lunch..

actually wanted to watch wtc de..bt end up its like only one time slot..at 7pm..then din watch..cux aft watching the maid..juliet dun dare go hm too late..hahax..so went bowling instead..again..we had so much fun!!hahax..laughed n laughed n laughed..

first..
juliet fell down!!!hahax..dunno hw she play..until her leg crossed n tripped??hahax..her pose very nice lar..haha..her first time playing..then the first 3 times..all zero..sy also huh...

second...
sy fell down!!!hahax..she slipped n fell lar..tsk tsk.hahax..n did her ball drop also??hahax..ting's ball also drop huh...wa...super funny lar..then the 2nd game..we crossed lanes..then ting n sy had the same turns..so they kp quarelling n arguing lar..hahax..kp insisted dun wan to throw the ball togther..if nt the ball sure go into the drain..then gt few times they threw together..then their balls like optical isomer...haha..reflection..went opp direction...into the drain!!hahax..
oh yar..then before tt the guys opp were playing..then gt one time..this guy took a very light ball n threw until the ball bounce up once lar!my goodness lar..hahax..spend almost all the time bowling laughing lar..hahax..great way to destress n relax aft promos!!hahax=p

then walked around again..oh yar..when we walked pass the precious thots shop..tot of wh's job interview!!hahahahahx...the person was asking her whether she know how to wrap...then she says yes..then ask her who teach her..learn frm who etc lar..then the person came back with a cup n a pen ?n ask her to wrap...then she hold the stuff in her hands n started to RAP, "yo,yo,yo...."*faints..*hahahahahahax.......she super blur like..mux be becux of vicky's influence!!hahax..oh yar..VICKY!!hy n i same level already leh..the highest level le..we so pro..said the same thing to suan them together leh!!hahax..u lose le huh..mux jiayou!!faster come n learn from us...hahax...btw...have u tot of another reason other than.."sit lor..." =p=p=p

and we also had a FUN time in giant also..hahax...the way to the mrt was again FUN!!hahax..wa..today really laugh until super tired lar..bt nvm..aft today can slp n slp until very late le..yays..was walking out of marina to esplanade...then there was this patch of grass area..with some small palm trees??then ting n juliet was doing the indian dance with the palm trees lar..then this guy walked pass..n saw...n was laughing n kept looking at us lar...haix..hhahax..then when we were on top of the stairway down..ting mk juliet do the 'i am flying' pose on top of the staircase lar..so high..then opp was like esplanade..with alot ppl also..so emabarrasing lar...

ok..then we were walking n walking..then as usual..xy was walking very slowly again..the last one again..haix..hahax..n her bag super fun!!kept unbuckling the thing..then the whole bag will drop..hahax..n ting tricked her by passing the bag to her without buckling the thing..n the bag dropped again..hahax..then we were walking through citylink..n we decided to 'abandon' xy..hahax..so we walked very fast...n then hid in a shop..until xy went pass..so we were following behind her..until she saw our reflection on some glass lar..hahax..then as usual..hy did the suan-ing again..by saying..'wa...xy..u walk so fast ah...'hahax..=p

meet up with py to give her her bday present!!haha..missed the times we took bus home from cedar..n the time crapping lar..haix...miss cedar loads!!!

bt nvm...we had a super super super fun day today!!!hahax..=p

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