one good and one bad thing to tok bout. shall tok bout good thing first..went to a wedding dinner of some not so distant and not very close relatives tonight..quite enjoyable and touching lar..the pic videos esp..been ages since i last went to one..some more, the bride and groom are like super young, both are 20!!though its a shotgun marriage, they still look very loving and 'xing fu'..wish them bai tou xie lao..hahax..make people so envious..bt then,20 is too young lor..they still have the 'kiddy' look..and it's abit weird..hahax..cant imagine if i were to get married n get pregnant when i'm 20..tt's in like 2yrs time..SCARY but so so so impossible.hahahx. v v long nv post pic le..so uploaded a pic of us in toilet..hahahx..=p

the sad thing is really super super sad.. our sec sch maths teacher passed away on tues during her labour..and her baby is still in icu..goodness..so very ke lian lar..n esp her other very young child and the newborn n her husband..really pity her n them..this is so sudden and unexpected lar..got a shock when i heard bout it..tt day teacher's day still saw her at cedar n saw tt she was pregnants..now only less than a mth later..she's gone..still cant accept it..like drama lar..haix..really got to see how fragile life is..so mux know how to tresure it, and tresure everything tt we have,frens,family,etc..think of it my hear jiu very very pain..still cried ytd lar...cant control it..kp inside really very xin ku..so mux let out..even now..tears are in my eyes. still can rmb the time she taught us emaths..she was this really really really nice,kind,gentle,patient teacher..wun forget her as one of my teachers de..bt now..haix..i know maybe all our life's jux fated..bt dun understand why such a nice and kind person will have such a fate..i think everyone in cedar is super super sad lar..haixhaixhaix.bt there's nth we can do.. i'll jux pray for her tt she'll be living well in her other world and tt her children would all grow up fine and healthy. sotong clan is full of fun and laughter!! shall not be so sad anymore..mux think of good things.. time really really flies lar..0632 going to graduate soon..going to end their jc life very very soon..we're all getting old!!hahahx.ytd vic n i were still toking bout progs aft exams..then tok tok tok bout until nx time old le..becum grandma,great grandma, or whatever..mux not lose contact and still mux have big big gathering with all our husbands,children,grandchildren, etc..hahahx.then we can all go cc together n learn line dance,cha cha, etc..hahahx.so exciting.we plan ahead!!plans aft exams,plans for xmas, countdown..and ah ma wants to tour round spore..go little india,newton circle hawker center..and many many more..hahahx..cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait!!!final counting down to end of promos already..14more days!!2wks!!till then.really.

ohoh..went back sch to study today!hahahx.and got to drink my fav bubble tea n eat rojak!!=p and my gaseous state notes becum so so crumpled lar!!all beucx of ah ma phuaaa xingyue cum cockroach..!!!or maybe png xingyue sounds nice too..hahahx..had my revenge today..cux tt day chicken ahma hit my head twice with her thick stack of papers!!first time when she came into the library n second time when she left..saying mux tap in and out!!goodness..second time rly got a big shock lar!haaa..so today i had my revenge..but ended up like a auntie hitting cockroach!!!hahahx.bt ahma is again sooooo funny..hahahx.it was exciting n fun!!haa.oh,my poor notes..!hahahx.bt nvm, a good way to destress..=p

Sunday, September 16, 2007 Y 3:50 PM

jux felt like posting.

stayed up till 5am ytd!or rather today..hahah.broke my record of 4am..yays.
wasnt very sleepy n could have continue to do work de..bt was v v frustrated cux of doing all the maths papers..so i decided to went to slp.=p felt abit weird slping like near morning..but nvm..

hahax.actually i stayed up late cux i was feeling guilty..sat is a gd day to do work bt i dun do much cux went out in late afternoon till night..wasted my day..bt at least i stayed up to mk up for it..

went to see my cousin perfom gymnastic at tpy sports hall cux there was some sort of gymfest thing there..was very impressed by all the small kids lar..all so pro n so cute..or maybe i jux like kids too much..hahahax..=p then went cp for dinner and walked around lor..there went my sat..time really flies lar!sianx..bt now i'm really happy and stressed at the same time..cux promos are cuming..means its ending sooooooonnn!!!!yays..

ok.i shall go do chem papers already!!=p

Friday, September 07, 2007 Y 12:49 AM

argh........

have been quite motivated to do my work n study for the past few days..staying up till 3++...n then can wake up late without feeling guilty..=p And i have finally completed ALL tutorials!!YAY.bt nw suddenly lost the motivation leh..dunno why. suddenly got the feeling like that there's alot to do, mux rush n rush..feel very xin ku inside..like gt alot things stuff in there..haixhaixhaix..maybe becux i rushed alot hmwk today..i wan and must get back the energy n motivation to study and do well for promos de!tml!tml will be a better day!=p

bt nw still abit moody..and i was thinking about lots of things..so i shall rant them all out. even though yappie say my blog very lame or whatever..i shall still tok crap..=p maybe i'll feel better aft this.

17 more days to start of promos!and less than a mth to end of promos!!!this is really super fast!! i really want it to be faster over lar..bt then i'm scared i'm still nt well prepared for it..bt i'm really really really looking forward to end of promos and esp end of alvls. the wait has been super super long..it has been so torturous...so hurtful..so...many negative things..bt it shd hv been partly enjoyable..??bt i guess the wait shd be over soon..and tt's wad i'm afraid of..really in a dilemma. really afraid of getting to know the ans,whether the story would end here or may continue. bt at the same time, i cant wait to know the ans..dunno if the wait would be a futile or fruitful one. even though we have been continually msging throughout the mths..i still feel tt things may not be the same as last time any more..was it my fault??my frens keep telling me all the positive stuff..bt i still feel tt the negative stuff have a higher probability.

i have been thinking of the events tt have happened at the end of last yr n the beginning of this year..great memories. bt would it all have been jux a dream??a dream tt can nv happen??i'm rly v tired of letting go happiness time and again..n i really dun wan it to happen again this time..time will tell!2mths++ to go!

by then 0632's jc life would have come to an end..it's really really scary how fast time passes..esp this year! dunno why this year seem to pass much much more faster than last yr..bt i guess it's a gd thing..cux everything will soon be over!!bt then..it's really sad tt 0632 going to graduate and leave sch le..definitely will miss everyone and esp sotong clan ppl..goodness..haix.still can rmb our orientation lar..it seemed like it jux happened ytd!everything is still so fresh in my mind!the day i went into jc..i tot life was going to be super boring..bt it turned out wrong..everyone slowly started to bond together..n now they are all so bonded!even ah ma says she's going to miss 0632..still rmb orientation disco night..she said she wanted to pon..and had the super super sianded look throughout!bt now she cant bear to leave the class!even though she said she wud still she wan to pon disco night NOW.hahax. feel bad nt doing well last yr..if nt i could have stayed with the class..and spend another wonderful yr with them..haixhaix.
since promos and alvls are ending..so,mux look on the bright side!=p shd nt be sad bout their leaving..seperation is inevitable in everyone's life!and all the wonderful memories would jux be deeply etched in my heart 4eva!and i shd treasure them and be happy tt i've got them!

goodness..i talked alot..hahahax.and i still got alot to say leh..
hahax..

howhow..shall practise my summary skills!!finally got to go back cedar last wk on teacher's day!they had some run 50rounds around cedar thing.man n kengx wanted to run bt end up when they reach there, it ended.so we went for the concert and then went round taking lots of pics cux the sch may be rebuilding..bt end up man accidentally delete all the pics!luckily kengx gt some!=p we hanged around sch for so long tt all of us or rather..bt n me was super super hungry!so we
went to pizza hut!!yummy.oh,teacher's day celebration at ny was rather pathetic.bt then the 'scenery' was good. =p

had a 3.5 yellow ribbon walk early morn on sun!!there went my wonderful slping time on sunday.hahax.woke up even earlier than norm sch days lar..6am!norm sch days i still can slp until 7.05 lar!

aiya.my summary skills rly sucks..or maybe becux i got too much to say..too naggy le..shall stop here le..feel so much better now!!=p the nx time i post maybe going to be aft promos le..cux i'm very lazy!!hopefully the nx time i post, there'll be good news!!!=p

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