today seems like the busiest,packed whole day in dunno how long..
early morn went for sm redundant interview,then lunch w shir..
and dumbdumb agency last min tell me go down again to sign stuff..
so i had to chiong all the way down to tanj pag..
then chiong all the way hm again,to change for driving..
cant drive in dress..hahax..
and left hm straight..for 2 driving lessons again..
and chiong tuition again..
one whole day,how many places..
omg..

and i guess,soon when work starts..
it'll get even more crazier..
and esp when sch starts..


recently..
suddenly,every other day seem so packed..
esp aft adding on driving..
trying to chiong lessons and going 2 at one go..
so by right,shd be able to finish n take test in nov,dec..
so hopefully can pass by this yr end..
just gt pdl last week,and just nice had slots for the next few days..
what an experience for the first ever driving lesson..

esp,when i went for 2 consec lessons,when its my first time..
will never forget this crazy first time..
thks to the nt so friendly,and sacarstic instructor..
thks to him,for making me mount curb and make it my fault..
when everyone agrees its his..
and all bec of him,everytime i make turnings,gt tt phobia le..

first lesson finished basic intro,and stuff early..
first instrc was nice n gd..
and we moved on to what was supposed to be for nx lesson,into circuit to try..
still told me not to tell the other instruct i tried inside alrdy..
went a few rounds myself,and everything was gd,he still said,my turning was gd,for beginners,and better than sm guys..
he didnt specifically teach me and tk note,which turn was gentle,which was more sharp..
just let me drive and based on my judgement..

sec lesson,the instrc was telling me which turns gentle,etc etc,how to control..
then my turn..and he asked if i came in bef,so i said no..
and so went rounds again..
the lesson just started nt long only,and he started to say i keep overturning into corners..
so i just said okok..
and soon aft,tt quite sharp turn,tt i'll forever rmb..
and tt whole lesson,i thought ok,fine,i overturned,tts y we mounted the curb..
until aft when i thought back what happened..
how it happenned..


rmb it was like so crowded at the corner,so stressed,and i rly slowed down alrdy..
was halfway turning le,and he started saying i overturning into right..
or rather not saying,quite loud smhw,nt so happy,pleasant voice..
quickly grabbed my wheel to stop me from turning some more..
and then we went up the left curb!
nt just a little of the car,seemed like almost half of the car,was on the curb!

everything seemed to happen so suddenly and quickly,rly didnt even gt to see the curb coming..
just rmb,hearing him so loudly,then tt loud sound..
and everything seemed to be so messed up..
and saw his super unhappy,'pissed' face..
made me even more stressed and shocked..
it was rly omg..
cant forget how fast my heart was beating when i heard tt loud bang..
and totally stunned,pause there dun dare to do anything..
until he told me wad to do..

aft tt,throughout the whole lesson,i was super super stressed..
still had to try so hard to multi task,listening to him teaching n driving..
if not i'll see more unhappy faces..or more 'scoldings'..
couldnt wait to end lesson,and tt incident did made me feel like stop learning alrdy..
and seeing his unhappy face rly omg..
he keeps saying i nt scolding u right..
bt the things he say are sooo sacarstic,and his face and expression says it all can..
like when i'm steeping on the clutch too long,he'll say,u can let go of ur dearly clutch alrdy,in tt sacarstic tone..


even when i just simply stall engine,his face alrdy so nt happy..
i just started only ah,supposedly my first day only..
isnt it so common for beginngers to stall..even pros smtimes still will stall ah..
and i know i stall 2,3 times only eh..
why still hv to give tt face..
not like i mount curb again..irritating..
and when the car jerks too much bec of my breaking,he like move forward so much until abit exaggerated,as if he cant control a little..

and there was this other car infront,dunno wad they learning..
driving so slowly,and kept signalling left right,change lanes left n right..
so i was behind them quite awhile,until i was quite distracted by their lights..
cause their lights keep blinking,so have to see whether they coming in my lane or not,and so i was driving slowly..
was v near them..
then the instrc said,dun bother about them,dun need see tt car,just see ur front,ur lane..
it's like tt car alrdy chg lane so many times,hw can i dun look at tt car,to know whether are they going to change into my lane again??
dun need care??so dumb can..
later accident,my fault again..
so angry w tt instruc..


first,made me mount curb..and push the blame to me..
still say becux i overturned,i almost caused an accident..
if i rly overturned into right,why would we have mount the left curb??
he just grabbed and stopped me turning,so it means i didnt turn enough into right wad..
if i cont,we wouldnt have mount the curb..
esp when i alrdy tried a few rounds,inner n outer lanes le eh..
the judgement is there alrdy ma..
nt like it was my first round,saw tt sharp turn,panic,so i turn my wheel 1.5 rounds meh..

then,all those unhappy faces,expressions clearly written all over his face..
his sarcasm..
and his impatience..can clearly hear from the way he instructs me wad to do nx..
turn left....turn right...monotone and super sianx voice..


if no patience and cant ctrl ur 'angry,unhappy' feelings..
then why work this job..why 'teach,instruct'..
he rly want to try and test his patience??
then control..

u cant expect to get all those experienced learners ah..
those who wun stall,wun break too hard,wun step clutch,wun mount curb..
why work this job,when u alrdy look so sianx,bored,cant tahan,just sitting on tt car,tt goes 20km/hr..
maybe i'm a lousy learner,but his attitude is way too bad..

and then,end of lesson,his attitude totally change,like nt sianx anymore,brighten up..
cux its end of work..and his tone of voice also diff..
still said bye,like happily..
and i didnt rly want to reply..

i seldom get so angry so easily w ppl..
but he rly made me super angry..
what's more,he still made me have tt fear nw..


praying hard tt i wont get him again..
if nt i'll go choose one perm one..

and thks auntie vic for waiting for me aft her lesson,while i hv mine..
and banmian and chicken again~

auntie vic driving exam nx wk!!
on her bday!!since i think one mth ago she's alrdy saying she's scared..
and now it's rly coming..
and we're both so excited bout it already..
hahax..already making plans about what to do aft she pass..
pick me up from wk,do dinner,etc etc..hahax..
that's if she passes..
praying hard hard for u~



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