a random thought popped up that day..
and i thought how stupid,dumb i am..
i thought back..
and rmb those guys tt almost became as impt as tt ahgong,to me..
but i just let them slip away,one after another,for some reason or other..
one,my fren didnt rly like him,and even thought he wasnt rly a gd guy..
bt ended up,he is a gd guy..
those i thought for so long,or didnt choose,run away,and ended up slip away..
ended up,they were all good guys and seems like almost all are happily attached..
and i thought it was so funny,so silly of me,that i didnt choose them,those 'good guys'..
and then spending so long,trying to get over the last,wanted to slowly find,wait..
and i ended up meeting that ahgong,finding that ahgong..
but end up he's the 'bad guy',everyone thinks..
and i guess,they all think,the worst one can be with seeing what he did..
after such a long time,i actually chose such a 'bad guy',they all feel,see..??
how dumb can i get,really..
was that what i deserved..

when i really thought slowly,waiting would somehow be worthwile in the end..
but ended up choosing a 'bad guy'..
but still,yes the wait was worthwile..
because it was tt ahgong that i met..
maybe if it was someone else,and all those happened,i wouldnt think its worthwile..
but because of that ahgong..
that became so impt,so special,to that ahpoh..
that made it worthwhile..

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