cathay cinema.just go with it.
whole day out w auntie vic.
and now to chiong all the way for prelims.till late nights like this.

lunch.movie.planning for her post cambo excursion.shop.dinner.
gluttonny day..
exact same amt,57.70 for this dinner and our last jap dinner..
and ytd sotong dinner was 57 too..
ytd sotong dinner at buangkok..
first time there..
and i thought of how that ahgong got lost there,before meeting me tt time..
blur ahgong still had to use gps and dun even noe how to spell..spelt it as bung kok..


that ahgong is sick again.and i'm so worried for someone everybody thinks is not worth it..
what am i doing..
the last 3 times i was there w u somehow..but now i cant do anything??
and i shouldnt be worrying for that ahgong in the first place..he should have been long gone..
but i just cant help it..
tt ahgong is forever getting sick..
tt ahgong who got mc twice just within 2 weeks..
and the last time u were sick..u looked so bad,still lost 5kg..
all those times u were sick,i was there with you somehow..

the first time when we werent tt close yet..u gt mc,didnt go to work..
but o asked u out,and we all still went movies..
and i still teased u,why sick can still go out..
u were sick and wanted lemon bitters soda,but they gave u victorian bitter beer..
sick still hanged out till late and drove me home..
and still carried my bag and showed me that gay catwalk..

the second time when i went back office..
they all wanted order koi,wanted order for u,o said ur stomach nt feeling well..dont give u drink..
and the next day,u rly gt sick,left work halfway to go see doc and go home..
wanted dabao for u..but u said dun go all the way..
sick but still pei me talk on phone on bus,mrt..
sick but still dun wan rest,ask to promise to talk again at night..
and when late le i didnt msg or call..that ahgong msg and ask if i sleep le..and we still talked..

the next day still mc..
complain about staying home w mc on sun..
want eat ice cream..too long without ice cream..
want go coffee bean,dont like stay home..ask me go,say why i stay so far..
still say gt f1 then very few ppl de..
and that ahpoh nagged..
and that ahgong went home aft dinner w family..
still say v guai,listen to me..then still say i naggy..
say medicine not nice to eat..like a small kid..
msg whole day..till night and again waiting to talk..
hang up le..still dun wan slp..still msg..
until that ahgong say can feel the drowsy effect le..

the third time..
was at ahgong house..
dabao for him..
and saw how weak he looked..
and how he went to weigh and lost 5kg..
so much medicine..and i nagged and ask him to rmb to eat..


all those times..so many times u were sick in such a short time..
that ahpoh was w that ahgong,to remind him to eat medicine..
ask him rest more..dun eat ice cream,dun order macs in the middle of the night,etc..
to just nag at the ahgong..pei him talk on the ph..
and even though the ahgong said ahpoh was naggy..
he still listened..
and i could check on him..msg him and ask or wad..ask him not to eat oily food..
but now..what can i do..
and i cant help but to worry so much..
esp when he's alone overseas..
so worried..
esp when he always get sick so easily..
that ahgong who said i dunno hw to take care of myself..
but end up is him..who's always sick..

why cant it be like last time..
and i can talk to him and see how is he..

i hate this feeling..of worrying and not knowing..??

yes..
my memory is so good..
not for everything..
just because it's between that ahgong and ahpoh..
because it really meant so much to that ahpoh..

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