it rained continuously since afternoon till now.

just like how it is inside me..in the toilet..i just cant let others see..
the rain will stop by tml..but when will those tears stop..
why cant they just run dry..it's so tiring,so xin ku to hold back those tears..
is god crying for me..pitying me..

chocolates.
i always eat during exam when i feel stressed..when i'm not happy..thinking it'll make me a little happier..
i ate it..hoping it'll just make me a little happier,just a little will do..why cant it..

and i just rmb tt first time i saw how u gt pissed w ur mum,and end up we didn't go out w frens anymore..how i was worried,msging telling u to eat chocolates,go to slp and the nx day u wake up all the worries will be gone..sending u,ur tt signature face pic,trying to cheer u up..and u were saying crazy ah,try so hard for wad..and then at night..hw tt first call suddenly came in,in the middle of the night..and i still rmb what we talked about..random stuff,in the middle of the night..our schs..my siblings,etc..
it was a monday too,like tdy..

how on my last day of wk,i gave everybody chocolates..
and one day on the ph,u were saying cant bear to eat it..

how am i supposed to smile..how can i smile..
even a passer-by asked me to cheer up..

why cant tt ah gong just ask me to xiao yi ge..like the first time he said it,in the office,opp my table..
why cant it be tt ah gong's turn to cheer that ah poh up..when it was always ah poh tt wanted to cheer him up..
why did he have to do all these instead..and be so hen xin to that ah poh..

ah poh is so tired..why cant tt ah gong sing tt song,where he changed the lyrics..
saying i should get some slp,ain't got enough slp..


i really miss that voice,that him,that dumb dumb ah gong.

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