brainless brain??bitch??wad's my problem?childish?act pitiful??

omg..i really wonder..
is it scolding me..or someone else..
but how it rly seems like she's scolding me..

if it's saying me..
does she know me that well to say all tt..saying i'm childish?
saw me act pitiful before??when..
have i ever done that..
omg..
when i know i dont really know her well..cant judge her..
don't know how she's like..
only friends telling me stuff bout her..
i've never even say anything bout her..
and she's saying all these,like she know me so well..
like i offended her..

maybe she's not saying me..
but it's all too coincidental le..


first i posted sth..
then she posted that long status..which seems to be 'related' to mine..
it was just a common phrase i posted..
which part did it seem like it was meant for u..
why such a big reaction..if u really didnt do anything wrong..
and scold someone like tt,if it was meant for me..
if u had a clear conscience..u won't have been bothered by something that's nt directed at u..
it just surprised and shocked me..bec i didnt see that coming..
it just shows wad u're thinking..how u really are..a person's character..
not me judging u..just shows how u're actually judging yourself,and others..
forcing others to judge you,showing others how u are..
if u think u didnt do anything wrong..
why would u have such strong feelings..
you could have just ignored..and totally won't get disturbed by sth like that..

yes..maybe it's his fault..and mine,that's what u think..
nothing of urs at all..
because the only wrong thing u did,was just not announcing it..
yes..
and the only wrong thing i did was to ask him to think again..

i can only wonder and wonder why such a reaction..
and it really scares me..scares others..
and they find tt it's so funny..



Paint the sky with stars. but there will always be this one that blinks at u,that stands out and will always be there,no matter what,that place i'd love it to be.

always like staring at the night sky..finding and looking for stars..
and then get amazed by the beauty of those blinking stars..
how as u stare longer,more and more seem to appear..more and more pretty and bright they get..
and there will always be certain stars that are always there,at the same place..
the 3 stars in a line..
and stars that were always there but we may not have noticed..

he was that star i didnt notice..like all the strangers we meet in our life..where we may have just walked pass each other on the streets before..not noticing..

but one day i noticed that star suddenly appearing,becoming brighter..
he enetered my life..and became that guiding star that i wanted so much..
and became the brightest,in my night sky..
and will always be there,no matter what,that place i'd love it to be..

just like people,who enter and leave our life..
best friends,close friends,normal friends,even strangers..
they all enter our life somehow,and no matter what happens,we'll rmb them somehow..
will all still be in that same night sky..
just a matter of whether it's clearly visible to us..

and that particular dumb dumb ah gong star is still there and it will always be..
shining brightly..
even after all these crazy happenings..i don't know why..
i guess because inside me,it's just that same old ah gong that i know of,want to know of,chose to know of and believe..

that's the real him..

and i wonder..
is there a ah poh star..in his night sky..
or was it never ever noticed..just like strangers stars..
just there,but never visible..

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