tdy had a cust asking about changing to ns plan..
told him needed the ns pass,their diff ic..
and he ended up like joking w me,asking izzit s13 pass or sth..
told him to fax in or bring to csc..
and he was like laughing,bec i told him wasnt sure whats tt called..
and i was also laughing smhw..and he asked why i kept laughing..
kept asking the same stuff again and again and the call dragged for so long..
and asked if he could send the pic of his pass to me..
and i said no,and he asked am i rejecting to give him my num..
kept asking for my num,about msn,fb and said he'll go find..
then he sudd say if i was a fren of his,asked if i stayed at smwhere..
and smhw was scared,thought was someone i know,so paiseh..
luckily he wasnt..

the thing is..
he sounded so much like tt ahgong..
even the way he was laughing..
and he still asked why i was like mumbling and stuttering..
like how tt ahgong asked tt time in office,when i was cold..and smhw nervous..
told him the same thing also..
my heart was beating so fast smhw as i tok to tt guy..
bec of all those flashbacks in my mind..

but he wasnt tt ahgong..
jux reminded me of those times talking w tt ahgong on the ph..
trying to rmb how it was like,what exactly did we talk about..
how tt ahgong always talk and laugh..
reminding me how much i miss those times on the phone..
how i was always smiling..
how tt ahgong always sound so happy also..

neil saw me at wk tdy..
and said,wear so nice,so pretty ah,got date ah..
and i just thought of tt day last yr,where i met tt ahgong to go to ll bday tgt..
and neil came w him aft wk,so went tgt w the 2 of them..
was so paiseh tt time,cux tt ahgong would hv told him tt he's waiting for someone..
dunno what he would think..
bt i guess since neil have been there all along,he would have known about tt ahgong and her also..
so what would he have known..

and roch in office,smtimes will see him,bt dun say hello to him..
try to avoid him..bt smtimes cant rly avoid..
and it seems like he shd be able to see me,but like smhw act nv see,or ignore smhw..
i wonder what rly happen in office tt time,what tt think,cux i know they all know what happened btw them..
bt what did they think of me..until roch seem to act like this..
when i didnt do anything wrong..

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