This day,one yr ago..
it was our first time out,just us..
was nervous bef meeting..
but surprisingly,aft seeing tt ahgong it wasnt tt scary..

the day bef tt day..
was discussing what to watch etc..
and rmb tt ahgong was still saying which movie hv how many popcorns for ratings..
was laughing at him for for quoting those to see which nicer..
tt ahgong said will give me morn call for sch or call me and talk bef lessons..

ended up tt ahgong overslept..
and was msging during lessons..
those cute msges..asking what to wear,asking if i was excited to meet him..
all making me smile from deep inside..
tt happiness,simple but unforgettable..
jux wanted sth so simple only,why cant i get it,time aft time..

tt ahgong trying to bluff me say dun need tics to go in..
will never forget the not so nice first movie we watch tgt,jux us two..
my darling is a foreigner..
inside the cinema..dinner..tt 'artistic pic' he said he took of me using my ph..
tt walk down orchard..breadtalk..
coffee bean..those pics of me he secretly spammed n happily took..tt small action of giving the napkin and the things he said..
cuscaden..happily showing me,sliding thru those pics he took..
left w me and send me home..
Tt journey home..tt waiting for the taxi w tt ahgong..'niannian'..

That qns tt ahgong asked on the train..
If he had to wk there aft he grad,will i wait..
And i simply ans have to see if the person was worth waiting..

it was a shocking qns at tt pt in time,where we were,barely known each other for one mth+?
bt smone asking tt qns, of cux will make u think alot..make u v happy..
it tells u hw much tt ahgong was thinking..thinking so far ahead??
making you wonder if tt ahgong will be the one,for him to think so far ahead w tt ahpoh in it?
for me, to think so far ahead also,'planning' and see if it possible to have a future w tt ahgong in it..
it showed me how serious tt ahgong was..
just like how i know him to be when i jux know him..
tt responsible and serious ahgong,tt made him eyecandy,admired tt him..

tts y it made me very happy..very very very happy..
a stranger to a eyecandy..to a friend...
to someone tt ask u if you're willing to be in his future smhw..
to someone you plan your future with,someone who will always be in your plans for your future..
It was really the best thing that happened to tt ahpoh..

Tt kind of happiness does not come by everyday..
And i realised it doesnt stay,it's shortlived and may not be real happiness,as it all could have been lies..
How pathetic that i will never know if those were real..

If that ahgong was real,didnt have a facade like what she said..
tt ahgong is 值得的..真的..
Deep inside,i still choose to believe the ahgong i saw..

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