last yr this sat..
It was 04092010,it was tt ahgong's bday..
Rmb tt ahgong said he took off for nth..
And i had wished tt ahgong happy bday one day in adv..

And shing had her 21st bday celeb at pasir ris chalet..
And we saw how happy she was..
With her happy family,her cute dad n mum..

One yr ago,everything was still so perfect and happy for her family..
but now,this yr her bday must be so different and so hard for her..
so crazy how one yr,or rather,a couple of mths,could change their life so much..
taking their dearest daddy away from them..

shing msged tt day..telling me say she dun wan to celeb her bday this yr..
saying not v nice to celeb..
telling me how its going to be so diff w/o dad to celeb w them..
saying she keep thinking of dad evday..
telling me its like falling out of love,everything she does reminds her of her dad..
still tell me mux treasure my parents,bring them out for dinner or what..

always see her words and feel so pain,so helpless,dont know how to help her..
can always tell her the same thing,saying tt daddy chan is up there looking down and taking care of them all..
saying tt daddy chan will want her to be happy also and have a gd bday too..
and tts all i could do to help her..
i wish i could do more,but i cant..


auntie vic came to pick me up aft my driving..
want to bring me go 'dou feng',since she just got her licence not long..
and mama neo havent rly let her drive out herself,or w frens..
so tt day,mama neo was w her..
and we pei mama neo for early dinner,and auntie vic managed to persuade her to drive on her own,without mama beside..
even though when vic say ah pek know how to drive also,ask her dun wry..
mama neo said,blind leading the blind~hahax..
but she still let us try for our first time..

so tt was auntie vic's first first time..
and i'm so honoured to be the first,BUT yet so stressed!!
we let mama neo went for house viewing first..
then went ikea for awhile and went back to pick her and sent her home..
bef going out for the night,all on our own..
it was a crazy experience,cause we ended up keep getting horned,esp taxis..
and it was so stressful,to have to help look out also..
if not later anything happen,i'll hv to be responsible also..
and we did have some dangerous encounters..rly crazy..
and we were rly bad at directions,keep going in circles and missed turns,and keep going the long way even when we used the gps..
and dumbdumb gps kept giving wrg directions and also so last min then give us instructions..
but still we managed,slowly learning..


told auntie vic about shing,and we decided to go santouka and give shing surprise..
sotong shing gave us some much food,more than what we ordered..
and ended up got nagged by some china girl..
and we were angry too,cux she ended up keep staring at us..
like we go all the way there for free food,no money to eat..
just told shing we can pay for it,dun wan the dumbdumb china woman keep staring..
irritating..
then shing just ignore her and ended up didnt want to go wk for one week..hahax..

sotong shing was so happy when we stepped in..
saw her so excited and smiling like tt..
i know how she feels..
i know her smile is smhw forced..deep inside it's hurting..
but at least she smiled..
tt's all we can do for her..to make her smile more,day by day..


aft tt,auntie vic wanted to fetch sis..
so from clark quay,we wanted to go cathay..
its like just so near only..but ended up we took like more than 30 mins to get there..
casue of the traffic and of course,we didnt know the way again..
kept turning and turning..dunno which turn to turn into..though we know its so near..
and we would have reached there faster if we took the mrt instead..
and in the end we could only stop at the road right infont of ps..
auntie vic sis was waiting at the bus stop right infront..
and bec of the railings there..she had to run all the way back and down again,bef she can get on the car..

so that was our first crazy driving experience..



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