1st of july,a friday..

'This year July has 5 Fridays 5 Saturdays and 5 Sundays.This happens once every 823 years..'
last year's october also had 5 fri,5 sat,and 5 sun..
keeps happening,even though its diff mths,cant possibly be just once every 823 yrs..
but still it makes the mth seems 'cool' smhw..
and it's 1st of the mth,a friday..

didnt want to stay home on this fri..
went to register for ftt..
the first date the person gave was a wkday..
so asked for the next date..and the person said..
17th sept,a saturday..
and i know..last year,tt sat,was my last day of work..
last year,tt period of time..
i was so happy..after knowing tt ahgong..
but now,i'm so scared for those days to come..

dragged poor dad to fetch me to aunt's new place..
and he went in to visit.
and he got the 'first price'..
by knocking onto the sliding glass doors..
thinking they were open..and wanting to go into the living room..
when i was trying to open for him,from the left side..
he called grandma,and went and bang right into the door at the right side..
i heard the bang and quickly turned then know wad happened,and everybody in the living room was laughing..

went for late night movie,xmen,w cousins..
and with a 'special guest',what my cousin said..
aft tt,they wanted to walk home..
and we walked ard 45mins..
cousin still not familiar w the pin num,so didnt want to set off alarm..
and we had our very first time,climbing over the wall,side railings to go home!

throughout the walk home,i kept thinking..
tt same night..2nd of the mth..tt same fri..
many mths ago..
how it is so much diff from now..
how i rly wish time can turn back..

'如果人可以活在过去,那我宁可不要未来..'

from the drama,醉后决定爱上你,tt cousins kept asking me to watch..
finished my 6 seasons of bones in one mth,and had nth to do..
so went to watch..and now addicted..
it's so much like the drama,fated to love you..

and i rmb,i had tt phone strap,w the name of the show,fated to love you on it w the cute cupid angel..
and tt ahgong saw it tt time,and asked about it..
and i asked if he watched it..told him it was nice..think he didnt..
i always thought of their pic in the show..
the pic ji cun xi wanted to take w xin yi..
their first pic tgt,their first family pic,since xin yi was pregnant..
tt pic rly seem to look like our first pic tgt..


and the story of tt new drama..
tt girl's bf was already getting rdy to propose to her..
but at the last min,tt guy wanted to break up..
and it was bec of his accidental one night stand,aft he got drunk,and tt other girl got pregnant..
tt's why he left the gf,and bear the responsibility to be w the other girl..
end up the gf knew about the truth..
and the guy didnt rly like tt other girl,only felt a sense of responsibility..
and the gf even went to help them,let them be happy tgt..

pregnant..and i immed thought of her..
what she said,bout her thinking she got pregnant..
always thought..
if she rly got pregnant tt time..
then what would happen..
will they get married at such a young age..
and then tt ahgong will still go overseas for his studies??
while she'll stay here..and wait for him to come back..?
by the time he grad,he'll already have a 3 yr old son??
it's so crazy..
and i thought how did tt ahgong do all those,to seem like to be putting his future at stake smhw..

and i thought if i was tt dumped gf..
i wouldnt be able to help them like she did..
cux i'm not so brave to go face them,see them..
and cant,don't want to see tt ahgong's son,their son..
it feels so disgusting,so crazy..

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