chatting on msn till 7am is wrong..
even broke my record of talking w tt ahgong on ph till 5+..
nv even gt to talk to tt ahgong on msn tt long bef..
this sh guy fren have been fb msging me instead of commenting on my statuses straight..
all the way from tt period of time,those emo posts..
he asked why i was so emo,what happened..
and aft tt period..smtimes he comments,but mostly always msg..
and ytd again,i posted and he msgeg why so late still not slping..
got my email,and ended up chatting till morn..

this seems wrong..
i dun wan to step over the line again..
like i did tt time,w tt ahgong..
if i were determined enough..
and didnt admit about tt dream,didnt take tt step forward..
let it cont and just be a dream i dreamt of,tt i wanted so much..
then maybe the nightmare wouldnt have happened..
and i wouldnt have hurt myself..
i wouldnt have got myself into such a crazy mess..

i'll not have tt courage anymore..
tt ahgong stepped on it,destroyed it all,crushed my dreams..
of believing..in anything,everything..

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