10 blue blacks on my legs~~crazy 10!!
plus 5 mosquitoe bites!
so many scar spots here n there,blue blacks plus the super big eczema thingy that forever stays there..
i rly dunno had so many bruises until mum saw and nagged at me..
asking why got so many,say my legs so ugly w all the spots..
and i told her,i didnt even notice,dun even know how i got them..
dumb dumb me..


one year ago..
our first day of work or rather training at starhub..
where the 4 of us met,and became good frens..
one year later..
jean's back for awhile from beijing..
just nice,meeting on this exact mon before jean flies back..
but just the 3 of us..without o..
and shir even 'joked' in a sacarstic way saying why we didnt ask o..
still saying she deleted her contacts,fb..
haix..
why did things become like that..
feel so guilty,sry..

went airport again to send jean off..
and she wanted to cry again..
must be still on the plane now,back to beijing..
her nx short trip back will be in oct,first week of oct..
cant wait for her to be back again..
but i hate oct..
so scared for it to come..
why cant we just go back to one year ago..
where we were working and training happily,having so much fun..
just one year ago..



just have to continue using smiles,laughter to cover it all..
shir was using her big big tab to play games,msg,call,take pics of us..
so big,and we kept laughing at her..holding it like some geomancer..
and using it to take pics is so funny..so big screen..






















"Sometimes it’s easier to pretend things are okay rather than face a difficult truth. So we go through the motions, the rituals of everyday life.
We hope the comfortable rythyms of familiarity will hold off the inevitable just a little longer. Return things to normal… Anything to buy us more time. Playing pretend, make believe - it might be one thing we never outgrow. "

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