seems like the busiest long wkend i've had since so long..
chinatown cny stuff shopping w mum,aunt,grandma..
reunion dinner shopping..sotong dinner..reunion dinner..family day wkend dinner..
and tdy another whole day out in jb w mum,aunt and grandma,again..
seems like have been seeing them for almost everyday..
and seeing my little chubby cousin,just makes our day..

but the main point is..
it all kept me really distracted,busy,occupied and made me really really tired..
so that i can lie down straight and fall asleep,without thinking of those moments lying on the bed,on the ph w him..
even though there are always those moments,i think of that ah gong..
walking ard,i'll just think of how good it'll be if that ah gong is with us..
w my family,doing cny shopping..how nice it'll be..how happy we'll be..
esp sitting in the car,when there's nth to distract me,i'll just think of that ah gong so much..
thinking of that period of time..where we were so happy..
don't want to forget any single part of it..
wondering what is he doing..how is he..did he get sick again and lost 5kg like the last time..
is he busy with his preparation..
and the thought of him leaving soon keep coming up..
and it just make me feel so bad..really bad..that pain..



"I dont pretend to know what love is for everyone,but i can tell you what it is for me.
Love is knowing all about someone,and still wanting to be them more than any other person.
Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you may be ashamed of.
Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk in a room and smile at you."

without that ah poh,is that ah gong happy..
because u found her??
but rhat ah poh suffered so much..

You're my everyday,my every night and my every dream..

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