another week gone again!!real fast!!one more week to go before the holidays start..though it wont really be a holiday since there are so many make up lectures and hv to study for mid yrs lar..sianx lor..bt at least dun hv to wake up so early every morning..=p sort of plan wad to do for the holidays le..1st 2 wks can slack n play abit..then aft tt mux study n prep for exams le..scary lar..bt nvm dun think bout it 1st..going to enjoy playing 1st..going to go sentosa with 0632 and kengx,man n bt ba..then going to eat sushi tei's buffet,seoul garden and many more to come..hahax..=p

i think i going to becum panda very soon le..the whole wk have been slping like at 12+,1+ lar..haix..really unbearable lar..dunno when will i collapse or give up lor..bt till then i hv no choice lor..guess hv to go on like this for another 1 and a half yrs..cant wait for it to be over..i've been quite scared recently..cux i had a bad dream..dreamt tt it was time for me to die..then in the dream i'm still very young still studying..study so much then die le when i haven do alot things yet..sure cant bear to leave my family,relatives n friends lar..some of my dreams will come true de lar..then i really really very scared tt this dream will come true.. really praying n hoping very hard tt it wont come true and i can quickly forget bout the dream cux it hv been bothering me quite alot..haix....

on a happier note..jux met up with kengx,man n bt ytd at cp for dinner since i ended late becux of chem spa....went to eat at pizza hut..=p then walked round awhile..then went home le since it was like 9+ le..

then at srg mrt..when i was on the escalator up...i was totally DISGUSTED by this uncle lar!!!i dunno whether it was accidentally or delibrate de lar..no matter wad it still gave me a great shock n really felt very disgusted lar!!!!when i walked out of the mrt then wan go up the escalator..i saw tt uncle which was like waiting there de..then aft awhile when i gt on the esclator..then he gt on n was behind me lar..luckily infront of me gt this guy n his child so i felt abit safe..if not i would hv walked up the escalator..then on the 2nd escalator up...tt uncle hands which was holding on to a ezlink card i guess...like strectched out n like touched my tighs there..above knee there lar..i was so shocked lar..jumped lar..then immediately turned to look at him..then his heads were bending down dunno doing wad..cant see properly cux apparently i only had 1 contacts on tt time..thenwhen i turned he also looked up as if nth happened lar..so i dunno whether izzit an accident or wad lar..so i nv scold him or wad..if his hands weren't holding on to the cards i would have scolded him or kicked him i guess..disgusting lar!!!!hw can man be so YUCKY n DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!then gt out of the mrt station le..then faster walked to interchange..kp turning behind to mk sure he wasn't behind me or wad lor..luckily along the way still gt quite alot of ppl if nt i sure will be terribly scared lar!!this is nt the 1st time i'm disgusted by man le lor!!the other time i think this stupid man tried to tk pic of my tighs lar..!!was siting outside a shop..then my skirt was quite short..so crossed my legs..then this man in the other shop..was siting at a table..so he diagonally face me lar..then he tk out his hp...n he was holding it in an awkward manner lor!!he was diagonnally facing me..n then holding the hp quite high up also diagonally..if u r jux using the hp u wun hold until like tt de lor??bt then i also dunno whether was it true anot..so din dare go scold him..then i quickly walked into the shop..n he walked out of the shop lar!!luckily we quickly went off soon aft..WTH lor..disgusting man!!!!!

guess this wk hv been a very very very verybad wk lar..bad dreams..bad encounters..oh yar..also sort of gt scolded by bio teacher..when i merely was asking my fren a question lar!!wth lar!!!n my sis gt a new laptop!!!watever lor..jux becum i dun let her use the com..then she hv been bothering my parents to get her a laptop..she's only sec 2 n THERE'S DEFINETLY NO NEED to get a laptop lor..sec 2 dun even hv much proj or nd to use the com so much lor..!!!!!she'll only go online n tok 4eva with her frens on msn and do stupid things..even if nd com so badly..she shdn't hv been given a laptop lor..!!!hp laptop somemore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!even when i slping.....she use her laptop n then type until as if she very pro like tt...then wake me up n i'll be so irritated n cant even slp n rest lar!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!i've been VERY VERY VERY IRRITATED with her lar.!!!!!she keeps toking on the ph for like few hrs EVERYDAY!!!!toking crap!!!then when my parents nt at hm...she can like tok the WHOLE DAY lar!!!!!she use the ph then i'll be disconnected n cant use com lar!!!!!!then i'll be very irritated n cant conc lar......shouted at her manyt times le..then last wk aft i scolded her again..my mother come n scold me lar..say wad always shout n scold my siblings...say i dun respect them.....wth lor..if they dun respect me..y should i respect them!!and they dun even listen if we tok to them nicely..tell mybro dun do this or tt nicely..he only argue tok crap..then mk me irritated then i scold them..then my mum scold me!!!then by bro hv had such bad attitude lar..then my mother also nv really scold him lor!!!!!!!so there's no pt..shouting at them only allow me to vent out some of my anger lar!!!then i argued back n said tt my sis kp using ph..my mum also nv scold her or wad lor..the moz jux nag abit..then tt time i only tok on the ph like lesser time than my sis..then she was like unhappy le then was suspiciuous of me le lar!!!it's always my siblings' fault tt i always get scolded de lar!!!!unfair lar!!!i hate this lar....

hope tt after this wk..after all these bad things are gone..gd things will come......

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