One yr ago,this tues was 21st sept..
first day of sch reopen,start of y2..

whole day packed..
sch.collect f1 tics.home then out again..
bec tt ahgong asked us..
rmb in sch saw tt ahgong msg asking to go chill w them..
was worrying tt it'll be paiseh aft we've talked on the ph the night bef..

was happy tt i went..even though i was dead tired..
bec the call the previous night left me awake..
tt night..a crazy,memorable night..

sitting beside tt ahong,playing games at the game cafe..
timbre..walking ard aimlessly..and sitting by the river..
tt htht..the diff sides of tt ahgong tt i saw..
so much i gt to hear from him..
cant forget him acting angry and forcing me to drink frm his bottle bec of me coughing..
esp cant forget that once in a lifetime experience,walking on the track..
in the middle of the night,on the almost empty roads,streets,those strong lights..
like stucked bec of the fences surrounding us..
those close contact we had,the things we joked n laughed about while walking..
then trying to find our way..walking thru unfamiliar places..in circles..
tt hand,hairband..
tt taxi ride home,tt talk on the ph..

tdy sat on the bus and almost teared..
randomly thought back of tt day..how happy we were,i was..
want so much to tell tt ahgong so much things..
want so much to talk to tt ahgong on the ph and hear his voice,his singing..
miss those times so much..
just such a simple thing to want to talk to him..
bt i cant..and never can..

tt ahgong shdnt be around anymore,or maybe tt ahgong never rly did existed..
for tt ahgong isnt the real him,according to what she said..
how pathetic tt i dont know what's real or fake..
how pathetic to think tt all these incredible memories could be fake..
how pathetic..
why no answers..

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