went down bgc ytd..
the agency tt ahgong went to..
rmb the file holder he had in his bag w bgc name on it..
tt he took out and use it to fan us both on tt day below my house..

started work today,and was regretting so much..
so far..and ended up the job was so boring..and the ppl arent v friendly..
thought working in audit dept in a german mnc,is quite nice and cool and i can learn stuff related to my course..
ended up,seems like not much can be learnt..
and just keying in more and more invoice numbers..

and the whole of this first day i was already thinking about quiting..
and miss working in sh so much..so near..and so much more interesting..
rather get scolded by cust and talk to them than having to face the com whole day keying in numbers,in tt boring environ..


asked the agent whether i could quit w just 3 days notice..
and ended up..the agent whom i was so angry and pissed w ytd..
called when i was almost going to slp..and talked as if we're gd frens..

tt agent kept giving me missed calls,spam my ph,aft i said will call him back but didnt call him back,cux was at another interview..
called him back and explain,ended up still got smhw 'scolded' for not picking up his calls..
so ridiculous..
i accepted the offer,told me to go down to the other outlet to sign etc..
and my ph totally died smhw bec of his spamming..
wanted to cancel tuition bt cant,no ph to call..
no choice,went for tuition and rush home,knowing tt the person must have called or what,and another agent was waiting for my reply also..

and i saw tt agent msg!
first he msg n ask if i met his colleague and sign already..
then he msg again and said if i could be responsible and reply etc..
then he msg again and say he checked w his colleague already..

i'm not responsible??then i would not have gone home and replied straight pls..
he could have called his colleague earlier and asked what,he would have needed those doc from her anw..
then he didnt do tt first and still say i not resp..
spam my ph until no batt then what am i supposed to do..
so anxious to cfm the offer to earn com,and then still 'scold' me..
so irritating..
and when i replied unhappily,he still just said sry for the misunderstanding..


and then,what happens when i asked about quiting..
he called and kept asking why i want to quit..
how's the job like,why so bad,etc..
still so anxious bout his com??or he say v troublesome to find replacement..
talk and talk,still say pls,ask me tahan for one mth..
say treat me dinner and movie,etc..
still ask if i have fb,ask me add..
omg..
keep persuading and talking,laughing like we're friends..
for almost 20 mins..


was about to slp and ended up lying on the bed talking..
havent rly lie on the bed and talk like tt so late..
and just make me think of those times talking to tt ahgong..
the times when we talk and complain bout our cust,job,talk about stuff..
remind me of how olivia asked him if he had fb in the lift,and i wasnt rly close to him..
olivia later got his email and then added him on fb..
and tt ahgong added me..
remind me of how tt ahgong ask me about my email over the ph,ask me add or accept him..
make me miss those times lying on bed talking in the dark,so much,miss tt ahgong so much..


this first day of work..
i kept thinking back,tt first day of work at sh..
the 'journey' at sh..
how i saw jean,and the rest on the first day..
and subsequently,our outings,those ot we stayed behind tgt..
jean always helping me calc my timesheet hours..
olivia helping me check my waivers,jvs..
waiting for each other,them waiting for me to finish my follow ups,call backs for disputive cust..
and once where both of them sitting beside me,listening and laughing at how i handle those cust..
miss tt small table,bt cosy personal space smhw..
miss tt time where i looked over the table and tt ahgong was opp..
miss hearing him speaking on the ph,esp in his chi..
i miss those times,tt working environ,miss working w them..


thinking back,thought of how i met tt ahgong..
how we started talking,sitting opp,then same shifts,same dinner tgt..
then those outings..
and i forever cant forget this one time..
tt rainy day,where we all had to share umbrellas and run to the back canteen..
where aft dinner,the guys stopped to smoke..
and we went up the stairs,waiting at the lift..and i just randomly turned and look..
and tt ahgong was looking also,smhw like exchg glances..
he was already at ec at tt time,and we didnt tok much,and i noe my heart smhw 'stopped' for awhile..
and thought of all the things tt happened up till tt first day we started..
all in almost an incredible one month period..


one of the first things we talked about,msged,was tt ahgong saying not happy w the work..
not his cup of tea..saying too many follow ups,dread them..
and i said aft smtime,will used to it,and wun think n wry so much..
cant forget him saying,its his personality..
he care too much to not worry..
rly like tt responsible ahgong i saw at work..
didnt like the job,dun like the system,want more resp teamplayers..
wanted to quit and went to check w his agency..
still say i was free and asked me help him look out for jobs..


'care too much to not worry..'
'responsible..'
how ironic is tt now..
aft all the things tt he did..
did he ever cared or worried..
tt responsible ahgong just asked auntie vic to take care of me and ran away..?
like maybe how he'll pass on a follow up to a fren,if he's off or what..
so tt's responsible..?
care too much to not worry..
then i guess tt ahpoh wasnt cared for before..

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