just when i thought this time round,i'm going in the exam hall without any~~,unlike last time,and tt i'm going to fight the battle myself..it came at 12.30 midnight!

i was left dumbfounded.lost for words.my thoughts were in a mess.totally din noe hw to handle it.hw to handle this cold n stopped heart.three msg,three smiley faces,thought it would appear in all the msg if i din asked for it to be stopped.each one jux seemed like a facade,so fake,nt a true smiley face.hw i wish each msg make me more angry,make me hate hate hate...so tt things can end more easily.yet,no matter hw hard i try,things jux dun turn out the way i wan it to be.and each time we try to sort it out,we fail each time,it's always left hanging in the end,waiting for it to be solved miraculously,somehow.and the fact is,miracles don't happen,in the dreams,maybe.

so,how am i supposed to get out of this when someone totally has no clue of what's happening.hw direct should i be,what should i say.is this going to be left unsolved till the end of the world??i dunno.i only noe hw hw hw pain n torturing it is to be in this situation.

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