dumb is the only word for me,i think.

how dumb can i ever get.to get trapped again n again.making the same mistake twice is the worst thing one can ever do.hurting myself so much while they jux seem so unaffected.if i'm nt dumb then what am i.pure stupidity.it jux isn't worth it isnt it,bt there's no better way to rid the pain,other than...

putting on a facade is hard,putting up a stong front is even harder.
and for the first time ever,on the ph w ah ma,2hrs non stop,it jux~~~~
really cant control anymore.
thks,ahma!=)

ah ma keep saying 'with no expectations, there wun be any disappointments' but it's really easier said that done.bt other than blaming myself,who can i blame.its all my fault ah.for being sooooo dumb n everything.it was all my choice ah.right frm the beginning,if i chose to stay at sr,things could have been much better.bt i'm glad there's sotongs.so,it's just all my fault.

what am i supposed to do now.i really dunno.the pain is really unbearable,torturing,excruciating!

LOST~~~

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