emo emo emo pls go away.=(

tioman trip was supposed to be a happy one.bt for many many reasons,throughout the trip i kept emo-ing.aft awhile,its gone,then its back again!i really dunno why.dun wan to feel tt way too.bt i jux cant control it.really dunno what was i thinking then.i rly dun wan what i was thinking to be true.maybe i'm jux thinking too much.bt till now,there's still nth,empty.i really dunno.bt can the emo feeling jux go away for now,at least till aft mye??if not,i think i'm going to get depression or break down soon.

really v scared now n trying hard to study all i can.bt all the emo-ness,sunburnt pain n itchy 40++sandfly bites n all the stupid thoughts jux make things worst.haix.i keep telling myself i'm strong,cannot give up!bt it doesnt seem to help much!guess this mye sure end up very bad.BUT aft tt,definitely mux pick myself up and go go go forward to the ending pt already!

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