i dont like this feeling of not having something with me.my com!feels super weird.when doing my work,jux feel like something's missing.oh man..i wan it to be faster repaired!not only jux the com,i feel more n more things are missing too,things not as good as last time..and i dun like the feeling of losing anything.it feels bad.i dunno if i'm thinking too much bout sth.making myself too stressed.haix.soooo many things to handle.and it's hard.putting on a facade is hard too and it dun solve the problems.haixhaixhaix.bt wad can i do.super tired of it already.


been rly rly tired recently.so much so tt i freaked myself out tt day.halfway thru the lesson was so tired until dozing off already.bt then i kept myself awake.then the feeling was super super dreamy.i felt like i was in a dream.cux everything around me like blur blur de..my frens n teacher seem to be toking super softly tt day.dunno y.then the feeling was abit giddy.dunno hw to describe.bt everything jux seem v v v v dreamy.then i suddenly had a thought whether is my life jux a dream.when is reality and when is real life??the feeling of uncertainty was super scary.dunno why did i hv the dreamy feel tt day..maybe too stressed??bt i certainly dun wan to hv tt feeling again..it's super scary!!

moody moody go away.

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