ah....very stressed................
hv been so so busy for the whole week..so many tutorials..so many notes to read..so much things tt i hv to catch up with...haix..hv been slping only aft 12 lar...it's like so much more busy than sec sch lar..dun rmb having to slp so late almost evday even before prelims..haix..think this is going to go on for the nx 2yrs lar..tt is if i decide to stay in jc aft this yr..very scared i cant mk it for promos lar..and every night i'm struggling to kp my eyes open n do everything..until like 12+..??then the nx day still hv to pay full attention during lessons??hw am i going to do this??its jux the beginning..i dunno if i can perservere all the way lar..wish me gd luck...this journey is really really going to be very scary...haix..

i'm starting to regret choosing to go to a jc.....
din expect it to be so stressful de..really very scared already...everyone is like all studying very hard lar..pia-ing tutorials,etc lar..they've influenced me..n made me more stressed lar..haix..if i go to poly n tk hospitality n tourism..i wouldn't hv to tk maths..sci..n it would be so much better than jc lar..n there's also job attachment..so fun lar..whereas jc is so boring...jc sci is really really very hard lar..still gt spa somemore..wonder hw i'm going to memorize all the structures of the biomolecules lar..haix..bt if i go to poly n i chose the wrong course..i would waste my own time lar..n aft poly..its harder to get into a uni..hv to be in the top percentiles to get in??doubt i'll be able to do tt..haix..bt then..in jc its so stress..n i'm only in yr1 n its already like tt..hw izzit going to be like when i'm in yr 2..haix.haix.haix.there's nth else to do except studying very very hard..! i've decided tt i'll study very very hard n i'll do well for a's...!!i can mk it!!

dunno wad to say bout today...i've nv been so unlucky before lar..!getting ms ___ as our bio teacher was very bad already...so fierce..mk matters worst lar..having a fierce teacher mk me more stressed lar..then wad happened today mk me even more stressed lar..!!i sure die de lor..today we went to the staff toilet to change for pe..at first we din wan go de..then the auntie say its ok as long as we kp the toilet clean??then...a teacher came in!!!!then..of all teachers..y mux it be our bio teacher who came in!!!!!!!!!!then she stand there...nv say anything for very long..staring at us one by one..right into the eye!!then she started scolding lar..asked us y we were in the staff toilet..then we said the auntie asked us to use??then she said.."then i ask u to jump down frm the 3rd floor..then u jump lar..??" ..............then wad can we say lar..then she was saying we dun respect the teachers..the teachers cant even hv any privacy..still mux share toilets with students....then we stand there waiting again...she cont staring at us again lar...........for so long lar!!then she chased us out lar..saying if she see us in staff toilet again..we'll hv to go principal's office lar!!

feel abit bad bout it lar..bt then again..izzit really very very wrong to use staff toilet??dun think so lor..using staff toilet dun mean we dun respect teachers lor..n it also dun mean invading into their privacy??n izzit a very very bad or disgraceful thing to share the toilets with student..??she say it until like its the end of the world lar..n i think if other teachers come in..they wun really scold us or wad lar...haix.haix.haix.this is jux my luck!

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